Angels Unaware?

While sitting at the table over breakfast this morning, I thought I saw someone walk by but looked outside to find that no one was there. This isn't the first time this has happened... so many times before I've sworn that a shadow passed by but because no one was ever there, I figured my eyes were playing tricks on me so I never said anything. I can remember this happening even as a child, yet I've never felt fearful upon this occurrence. This morning, I spoke up without a thought. I casually told my step-mom that "I could've sworn I saw somebody walk by the door" to which she replied, "I thought I was the only one that did that!" About that time, Dad walked in on the conversation and joined us at the table. Once he found out what we were talking about, he said that he always sees it as well, but doesn't think anything of it because he too, has noticed it since he was a child. In fact, he's noticed it since his dad died leaving behind a wife and three children, one of which was my 10 year old dad. On that morning in 1969, a 10 year old boy about to board a school bus refused to kiss his dad goodbye. He thought he was too big to do that anymore. As soon as he got to school, a family friend was there to pick him up: his dad had died of a sudden heart attack just minutes after he walked out the door. My aunt's say that as their dad was sitting there in his chair, they noticed that he looked up at the sky with a smile as wide as the ocean and then fell over. I've heard from so many people that my grandfather, John Lewis, whom I've never met, was such a talented Godly man. In fact, anytime Little Roy Lewis sees me at a concert or at any family event that I attend with Madison, he says to me, "Hey, you're John Lewis's granddaughter, aren't you?" I'm told that he had a giving heart and helped anyone any time he could and that he could pretty much play any instrument that he dared to pick up. All I've ever heard about him is good, and I wish I could have known him. But it's such an honor to be known and associated with someone so highly thought of. It really shows how much of a legacy we can leave behind by how we live our lives. But to hear Dad talk this morning about the "shadows" that we all frequently see but never speak of brings a smile to my face. Perhaps we are all protected by angels unaware.

Recent Randoms

Just some recent random observations. Hope you enjoy.

• There is no better feeling than that of giving.
• In both fear and faith, you are forced to believe in an unknown variable. In fearing, you're choosing to believe the what ifs in life that diminish smiles from our faces. In faith, you're choosing to believe in a positive outcome- one that allows a life free of stress, worry, and negativity. Why not choose faith?
• I've got more in this life to be thankful for than I acknowledge. So here's to the awareness of the little things around us that we should all learn to appreciate.
• Sleep is better when you're going to bed satisfied. From now on, I'm not going to go to bed just because I need to log those hours for ultimate health, but I'm going to enjoy my day- squeeze every bit of goodness out of it, THEN hit the sack.
• Being awake is better when waking isn't rushed. Waking slowly and not hitting the ground running makes for a happier, more stress free day. And even though it seems that you have more time to be productive by running from the minute you wake, you really do accomplish more when you're happy- not stressed.
• Baths are better with reading material. Mine of choice for this week has been The Oprah Magazine, which I love. Bath time is time to relax.
• Even if I don't want to log time on the treadmill, afterwards I'm always thankful that I did.
• I love the crazy rush of Black Friday. I participated for my first time this year and scored a 7ft pre-lit Christmas tree for me and Madison, and I also purchased my very own first set of luggage. It's a 5 piece set and it's royal purple. Spent less than $100, saved $215! And I've always loved a good sale, but now I know what a GREAT sale is... you can imagine how giddy I was!
• About Black Friday- confession: I love it more when I'm waiting in crazy lines for doors to open.. you know, at 5 am. By 8 am, I'm done. I really do love the RUSH. Did I mention that Home Depot only had about 10 of those Christmas trees and they were all gone within about 10 minutes?
• I never seem to have enough books. I have a list of several I'm wanting to buy. Hopefully a Barnes & Noble gift card will make it into my stocking this year.
• Disney never gets old. We're going again Dec 15th!
• Friends doesn't get old either.. no matter how many times I've seen the episode. And there's an episode for EVERY situation.

If you have anything to add, I'd love for you to share!

Update on Wedding Planning

Over the past couple of days, we have had so much progress in the wedding planning process! I'm so motivated and more excited than ever about all the decisions that we've been making. To catch you up:

• We have our location- Sacred Heart in Augusta, Ga.
• Of course, we have our date- 388 days away!
• We have a rough draft of our guest list.
• We bought our save-the-dates and are working to have those mailed by the end of the first week in December! Right now, we're collecting addresses for those which require save-the-dates.
• We have picked out our cake and already have someone to make it.
• We have a rough draft of our reception menu.
• We have our ceremony musician... and I couldn't be more excited about who it is! It's a surprise!
• We've started registering but so far have only registered for a few things at Williams-Sonoma.
• We've already received our first gift from Williams-Sonoma... just a thinking of you from Madison's mom.
• My dress has already been ordered and has already come in! In fact, I wore it for 2 hours yesterday! I am more in love with it than ever before... MAN O MAN.
• We've already picked out our invitations.
• We know what we're doing for wedding favors- but that's going to be a surprise too!
• Did I mention that my guest list is alphabetized? OH YEAH, IT IS.
• We already have an idea of the brides maids dresses we want... and a color scheme.
• I know what my bouquet is going to look like... and those for the brides maids as well.
• On December 8th, we're going to see Sacred Heart decorated for Christmas which is how it will be for our wedding- and we're so excited!
• We have a wedding coordinator.

I think that's all I can tell you at this point. Other decisions are still underway. I'll be sure to blog another update soon!

Three Time Hall of Famers, The Lewis Family, Will Appear For One Final Concert

Join us for this day in history...

Three time Hall of Famers The Lewis Family will appear for one final concert

Grammy nominees Jeff & Sheri Easter will join them

One of Georgia’s most notable musical artists, The Lewis Family, officially retired in September, but the group was coaxed to appear in concert once again in their home state of Georgia.

“We are so excited to be coming together one last time for our friends here at home and for the folks at WJBF who have been so supportive of us all through the years,” said Little Roy Lewis.

Members of the First Family of Bluegrass Gospel will gather to appear in concert Saturday, Nov. 7 at 6 p.m. in Lincolnton, Ga. at the Lewis Family Pavilion. Jeff & Sheri Easter will also appear. Tickets are $10 and children 12 and under are free. Tickets are available only at the gate.

Attendees should bring lawn chairs in the event available seating is exceeded. Attendees should also dress appropriately for an outdoor concert.

Little Roy said he looks forward to jamming with visiting musicians with some parking lot pickin’ from noon until 4 p.m. prior to the concert.

The Lewis Family television show went on the air in 1954 and ran until 1992 when the family began producing its annual Christmas special. This event will be taped for use as the group’s 55^th annual Christmas Show to air on WJBF in Augusta.

The Lewis Family are members of the Gospel Music Hall of Fame, the International Bluegrass Music Hall of Fame, the Georgia Music Hall of Fame and hold numerous awards including Doves, SPBGMA awards, and others.

The family began with the marriage of the late Roy “Pop” and Pauline “Mom” Lewis and their children began performing in 1951. As their fifty-eighth year of performing about 200 times a year covering 100,000 miles comes to a close, the group includes siblings Little Roy Lewis, Janis Lewis Phillips, Miggie Lewis, and the ailing Polly Lewis Copsey with third generation member Lewis Phillips. Other members of the family may make special appearances in recognition of this special event.

Two of those former members include Polly’s son-in-law and daughter, Jeff & Sheri Easter. They have distinguished themselves in a highly awarded career of their own including five Dove awards, a Grammy nomination and through their association with the Gaither Homecoming video series selling over 15 million videos.

“I am excited that we are giving people in Georgia a chance to come together and honor the family’s legacy,” Sheri said. “It will be a great opportunity for people to come and say thank you for all the things the Lewis Family has done for gospel music and our hometown and in turn a chance for all of us in the family to extend thanks for the many years of friendship from all those who included the Lewis Family as part of their lives.”

For more information, call (706) 359-1997 or (706) 359-3767 or visit www.lewisfamilymusic.com and www.jeffandsherieaster.com.

Calendar Announcement:

The Lewis Family Final Concert featuring the Lewis Family and Jeff and Sheri Easter – Bluegrass, Gospel and Georgia Music Hall of Famers, the Lewis Family of Lincolnton, Ga. will appear Saturday, Nov. 7 at 6 p.m. for a final performance at the Lewis Family Pavilion in Lincolnton, Ga. The event will be taped by Augusta’s WJBF channel 6 and broadcast as the Lewis Family’s 55^th Annual Christmas Show. Admission is $10. Attendees should bring a lawn chair and dress appropriately for an outdoor concert. Children 12 and under will be admitted free. Parking lot jammers will be welcomed from 12 – 4 p.m. and Little Roy Lewis will join in the fun. For more information, call (706) 359-1997 or (706) 359-3767 or visit www.lewisfamilymusic.com and www.jeffandsherieaster.com.

Raw Emotion, Inspiration, & Dream Chasin'

There are just some things I find difficult to share mostly because I can't seem to find words for them. I don't really talk about this situation openly or to just anyone because I feel like until you've been there, you just can't exactly understand, but through the struggles that I've at times faced, and tears that I've at times cried, I can tell you this: It has all made me strive for a better self, and allowed me to recognize the opportunities that life offers; that I can choose to nurture my relationships with friends, family, and my future husband, that I can make a difference in someone's life, that I can laugh, that I can cry, that I can chase my dreams and encourage others to do the same, and that I can be the person that I choose to be. This is a song I wrote a few years ago. I was thinking about my Dad, his character, the things he's battled in his life, and the things I appreciated from him as a parent. Aside from our graduation song which I wrote, I've never made anything else public before. This is a first for me. It's a risk, and my heart is racing. I only hope that it can touch someone's life. So, here goes. I call it "Dad's Song".

He holds her little hand and he cries

As he watches her sleep

Her mom had been gone for three days

It was best that she leave

But his little girl needs her mama around

And when she’ll need her the most

She just won’t be found

He constantly wonders how he’ll

Answer questions to come

And whether or not he can be

Both a dad and a mom

There’s just so much only time can tell

He prays daily for God to send angels to help

He loves her

And he prays for her each night

And when he prays he

Knows everything’s alright

Because God’s never failed him

And he won’t fail this time

He may give you a mountain

But not one that you can’t climb

Those days turn to years as she grows

And it blows him away

She was still just his little girl

Yesterday

Now they’re choosing pictures for senior ads

And while they’re looking back

On the life that they had

She said “Daddy I want you to know

That I love you so much.

And this life that you’ve given to me

Has been more than enough.”

They say she is a testament to the faith

That her father had when he prayed for her that day

And he loves her

And he still prays for her each night

When he prays he

Knows everything’s alright

Because God didn’t fail him

And he won’t fail this time

He may give you a mountain

But not one you can’t climb.

And if it seems that it’s too tall

Remember the journey is what really matters

And if you feel you’re gonna fall

He’ll pick you up,

If you want him to

He holds her hand and he cries

As he gives her

Away

What's Your Keirsey Profile?

This week in psychology, we had to do an exercise which required us to take the Keirsey profile quiz. At the bottom of this page, you will find a link to the Keirsey website where you can learn more and more about yourself. Here are my results.

Your Keirsey Temperament Sorter Results indicates that your personality type is that of the

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.

Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are relatively rare, making up no more than 15 to 20 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

Idealists at Work
Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. They are naturally drawn to working with people and are gifted with helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potential both on, and off, the job.

Your attention is naturally drawn to the individual and collective needs, desires, and experiences of people in your environment. In your ideal job, you would be able to use your inner beliefs as a guide for empowering others. Though you are comfortable with leadership, you don’t like arbitrary hierarchies. You care deeply about people as people, and often feel that maintaining official role boundaries interferes unnecessarily with both communication and progress.

My response?

I really am all about growing to my fullest potential and helping others find that same inspiration within themselves. I've always wanted to inspire others the way that I've been inspired because I value those who inspired me so much. I want to make a difference in lives and I always want to make things better. I always finding myself wanting to give more and more, to love deeper, and to be the best daughter, friend, fiance, ect, that I can be. I like giving my best. I like the rewarding feeling of it paying off as well. There are times when my head is in the clouds, but I believe that anything is possible and that in being willing to obey God, he will use me in the way that he chooses. I also overuse the word "no offense" even when it isn't necessary because as my profile says, I don't like conflict. I like to create harmony. I'm very in tune with my feelings and emotions, and very dedicated to making good decisions. Sometimes that means I miss out on the fun, but in the long run, I believe I will be better off. I really enjoyed this exercise.

To discover your own Keirsey profile, click here. This is a free program.

Freak Accidents

This past Thursday was an interesting one.

So it's Thursday, and the bus is scheduled to leave at 1:45, Myrtle Beach bound! Our day began at 8 am. Madison was taking Morgan's Prius to the Toyota dealership in Augusta to get it serviced in return for letting us borrow it for a road trip the previous few days. He got there and realized that he had left his wallet at home, so he turned around to go get it. While stopped at a red light, he felt a sudden WHAM! He looked back, saw the lady in the car behind open her door and step one foot out. He then continued to step out of the car and follow the "accident routine"... you know... get out, make sure everyone's alright, trade insurance info, ect... As soon as he gets out of the car, this lady slams her door shut and speeds around him leaving him in the dust. HOW LOW. Here he is, wallet-less. So he couldn't file a report.

He drove on to Wal-Mart in Evans, Ga where we weekly buy groceries for the bus. He then called me and explained everything and asked if I would mind bringing him his wallet. Of course, I didn't mind at all. I needed a few things from Wal-Mart myself, so this kind of gave me the motivation to just go get them. I threw on some clothes, headed out the door, and met him in the store 40 minutes later. We got what we needed, loaded up the cars, and headed home.

Just 5 minutes later, I was driving and went through the green light at Greenbrier going full speed. In a split second, I notice a bulldozer pulling into the road, right in front of me! The interesting part of this is that the red light stopped all the traffic that was behind me... so this guy driving the bulldozer just decided he couldn't wait for one more car to pass, I suppose. Truth be told, he wasn't paying attention! I immediately swerved without even checking to see if anything was coming in the other lane. Lucky for me, there wasn't. The only thought that was going through my mind was that this bulldozer's load was the level of my windshield and if this were Final Destination, I would soon be decapitated. There remains a small mark on my car, and a large skid mark on the highway, but as for me... NOW I'm okay. Madison had been just a few cars behind me... caught at the red light... and saw the whole thing. I pulled over, so did he, he checked on me and waited for me to cool off. It took a minute, I mean, I had started crying and was shaking and nearly dry heaving... although I can recall only doing that one other time in my life.

But tell me how freakish that is? Within 2 hours, Madison and I had both been in a car related accident. Another fact you may enjoy... while driving to Wal-Mart, 5 minutes away, Sheri called me to check on Madison. I had just told her that he seemed extremely calm and that if it had been me, I'd be freaking out.

We posted a brief synopsis on twitter about the accidents and over the weekend, a friend of ours came up to me and asked if I was alright. He said that he had been on twitter catching up and happened to read ours out loud. His co-worker asked if everyone was alright and he responded, "I don't know! They only had 140 characters to tell about it!"

Logan Smith's brother was sharing with me a freakish story of his own concerning car accidents. He said that for the past 3 years, every single year on his birthday, they've been hit in the rear.

How freakish?

Dare You To Try This At Home

Once a PB&J lover but tired of the same ole thing? Try a twist to not only a PB&J but also on breakfast! Try toast. You can choose whichever brands of ingredients you personally prefer, but these are the ones that I recommend.

1 slice of Captain John Derst's Old Fashioned Bread

Smart Choice Butter Spread

Smuckers Concord Grape Jelly

JIF Creamy Peanut Butter

First thing first, butter your bread- make toast. Immediately after removing it from your toaster oven (or just your toaster... whichever) spread your peanut butter all over. Afterwards, spread some jelly on top. So simple. Just from reading this, I know it sounds like the only thing different from a PB&J sandwich is that it's toasted- with butter- and missing one piece of bread, but wait. Just taste it. Your peanut butter has melted in your mouth creating a richer taste than ever before. Hope you enjoy!

Long Overdue

Let me start by apologizing (I may be talking to myself here more so than you) for not blogging frequently over the past few months. I never try to PUSH blogs because my forced writing just doesn't read as nicely. Anyway, I definitely have to blog about my Carrie Underwood experience that took place way back on July 25th.

In the earlier part of June, Madison found out that Carrie was scheduled to perform at the Opry on July 25 and he immediately began to search for backstage passes. He knows how much I love her! So he gets the passes and makes the plans to go. Keep in mind that Carrie was on my must-list (or don't they call it a "bucket-list"?) so the idea of meeting her seemed way to good to be true. It actually didn't really sink in until we began walking from the Opry Mills parking lot over the the Opry. She's so new and so popular that she actually had a dressing room in the private wings backstage. (Backstage is already considered private, right? So imagine the private wings of backstage. No one but her and her band allowed, which was completely understandable). It came time for her first show and then she walked past- from her wing to the stage. Let me add- she had some KILLER shoes on! Wish I had a picture of those to share with you, but unfortunately I don't. When she came off stage the WHOLE backstage of the Opry was FULL of fans waiting to meet her. I mean the walls were lined and she could only walk about 2 inches at a time when making her way back to her dressing room. She was so considerate of her fans though, and made sure everyone's pictures turned out good. Luckily after that show, the crowd cleared. In fact, 90 % of the crowd left. Madison and I stayed behind to watch her last set and were able to talk to her a few minutes afterwards. We took a picture with her and the guy taking it said that it wasn't showing up on my screen. Anyway, she offered to wait for us and take another if it didn't work. She is SO nice, so cheery, and actually shorter than I expected. Beside the point...

That was an experience I will never forget and that was the short story of it. Now I just need for this to happen with Celine and Martina. =)

Side note: Happy 9/9/9. Did you know that over 10,000 couples in China rushed to get married today because they believe that the number 9 means "life"? Ponder this too- anything mutilplied by 9 results in numbers that can be added to = 9. Example, 9 x 8=72 and 7+2=9.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

I'm pretty sure it isn't a common movie (Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind), but if by chance you have seen it, you may be interested in reading this article. My professor assigned it my psychology class, and I just found it very interesting. It is a little bit long, but hang in there. The best part is at the end!

http://bit.ly/zX5QR

P.S. I promise, either tonight or tomorrow I will post the Carrie Underwood and Alaskan Cruise blog. Just trying to muster up the time needed to write them.

A Necessary Replay.

Lately, I've had no inspiration in my blogging life but over the past week, a certain blog that I posted on April 5, 2008 (on myspace) has been on my mind. It's based on Issiah 55:9, a verse that brings so much peace and comfort to me. I figured it wouldn't hurt to share it again.

April 5, 2008

There are some days we all wonder what is to come in life. Today just happened to be one of those days for me- Who will I be? Can I make an impact in other lives? Where will I be 5 or even 10 years from now? – all various questions we all fill our minds with at times. Then I picked up my daily devotion that I started only 3 days ago.

My ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Issiah 55:9

"Christ claims ultimate clout. Unshared supremacy. When he darts his eyes, oceans swell. He is to history what a weaver is to a tapestry. I once watched a weaver work at a downtown San Antonio market. She selected threads from her bag and arranged them first on the frame, then on the shuttle. She next worked the shuttle back and forth over the threads, intertwining colors, overlapping textures. In a matter of moments a design appeared.
Christ, in like manner, weaves his story. Every person is a thread, every moment a color, every era a pass of the shuttle. Jesus steadily interweaves the embroidery of humankind. "My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,’ says the LORD, ’and my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine’" (Isa 55:8 NLT). God says, "My artistry is far beyond anything you could imagine."

Reading this message- that our lives are the art of God- really got me. It is a simple concept that has so much more color to me now! How ironic that I picked up a devotion that spoke to me about exactly what was on my mind! I love it! There’s no telling what can happen in the future. It’s all in a plan set and designed specifically for each of us! I know this- I am blessed… I have so much to be thankful for. The rest is a mystery and that is the beauty of it.

Here You Go!

To begin this blog, if you don't already know this about me, I like to share things with people that make me feel good- especially good music! So there really isn't much for me to say here. The following is a link to Jeff & Sheri's page where you can hear clips from the new CD to be released SOON! I'm so excited about it and I think this will be their best one yet. Hope you enjoy!

Click Here

Simple Pleasures

I am a firm believer in penciling in time for yourself. It's what keeps us sane in the busy lives we all lead and to take it a step further, it's what keeps us happy. If you were to ask me what exactly it is that I do for my "me" time, you may be surprised to find that the things that make me the happiest are rather simple.

My personal time is often my daily shower. It allows me a good 10-15 minutes of guiet accompanied by the relaxing sound of water flowing. It's a good time to clear my mind and just "exist". Afterwards, I turn my iPod on shuffle and style my hair. Sounds like nothing special, I know... but it's me doing something for myself and it goes a long way.

This month, I've found a few boosters to my normal routine that have made me more delighted than before.

Herbal Essence Long Term Relationship Shampoo/Conditioner: I don't mean to sound boastful at all... it's the shampoo, trust me! After the first time I used this, I kept smelling my hair all day and each time I'd smell it, I'd feel good about myself (and we all know that feeling good about yourself is a whole different ballpark of personal happiness!). This makes my personal time last even throughout day while I assist others because each time I smell my hair, it's simply refreshing!

Dial Antioxident Cranberry Body Wash: Kind of the same effect as the shampoo really! Plus, it makes your shower smell delicious and heightens your senses on top of making you feel super dooper clean!

Turning it down a notch: Because I have naturally thick curly hair, I usually turn my straightener on- wide open, as hot as it'll go! Lately I've discovered that by turning it down to 370, my hair has been left shinier and softer than ever before. Again, feeling good about yourself goes further than anything else!

Sooner rather than later: Normally, I hear of night showers and baths for relaxation methods, and for some people, this may be the better option in order to optimize good sleep. I used to live by this theory. Now, however, I've started with my daily routine in the AM- first thing in the AM. This way, I approach my day already with a good attitude, and I put myself first. (Please note: I don't mean that selfishly at all. It just works better for me that way.) On occasion, I will still resort to a night time soak accompanied by Diana Krall... just to wash away my extra sorrows.

St. Ives Apricot Scrub: The last product I'm going to brag about today, I promise! This invigorating scrub wakes my skin and makes for a better complexion. Hey, it makes me look awake and leaves a smoother surface to apply make-up. Why not?

I hope you all make time for yourselves and if you don't, I hope you take my words to heart. This is just one step I've found that's brought more happiness and less stress to my life.

ZZ Top and Aerosmith!

This past Wednesday had been long in waiting. The day that tickets went on sale, Madison and I jumped at the opportunity to go see ZZ Top and Aerosmith live in ATL, Ga! We've both been long fans of Aerosmith, and they were on our list of "must sees". I knew who ZZ Top was, but I couldn't name you a song before this show. Once they began performing, I realized I knew several of the songs: I just didn't know they were by ZZ Top. I was pleasantly surprised with their performance! These are the coolest old guys around! I now have their Greatest Hits CD, and am so thankful that I was able to see them live!

AEROSMITH-- Prior to the show, we were able to see the set list which contained SO many of our favorites: Eat The Rich, Jaded, Cryin', Angel, Dude Looks Like A Lady, Sweet Emotion, Dream On, Come Together... and those are only a few! So the time came... We waited and waited for that curtain to fall and boy when it did, the crowd went crazy! I was absolutely stunned that Steven Tyler was not only standing in front of me in his true rock star fashion (flashy scarves on his mic), but singing "Eat The Rich"... and he.. sounded.. awesome! As the show progressed, we noticed that he had been struggling with his leg... Story behind that: On June 28th, he pulled his quad and had to postpone 7 shows. Our Atlanta show was his first since the incident. I expected him to be limited in his actions, yes. An hour into the show, he apologizes and says that he's going to have to cut it short but follows his announcement with, "Don't hate me Atlanta!". Out of the 30 songs we were supposed to get, we only got 15... and our tickets weren't cheap. I was SO disappointed. Mad almost... why couldn't he just sit on his stool and sing the rest? He had complained a time or two with vocal problems... but the next show got the full 30 songs. Please don't get me wrong... I definitely do NOT regret going; I've ALWAYS wanted to see Aerosmith. I'm just disappointed that some vocals were cut and replaced with Joe Perry's guitar solos... which were nice... but not in place of vocals. And I feel like he didn't even try to give us what we came to see. HALF OF THE SHOW WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET IS WHAT WE GOT. Song highlights of the night for me were "Eat The Rich" (opening song... always a memory), "Janie's Got A Gun", "Rag Doll", and "Love In An Elevator" (pictured above- awesome light show, btw!).

I'm just so mixed about it. Glad I went; ticked I didn't get more.

Step It Up A Notch.

With everything Apple does (we all know how big of an Apple fan I am), I think they could do one thing better. With the newest software update for the iPhone and iPhone 3GS, my favorite feature is the Find Your iPhone. With this feature, you can go online to www.me.com and search the GPS of your iPhone, as well as send an alert that will sound even if your phone is set on manner mode. Ready for my complaint? Here it is: What do you do when your phone is dead?

I think Apple should make some small sort of back up battery that is only activated by the Find Your iPhone feature- when the phone is dead, of course. With everything that Apple does and produces, surely this isn't to tough a task. I feel they'd also be smart enough to think of something this simple on their own... otherwise, I would write them a kind letter with my proposal. But then again, they're the experts... not I... right?

Currently.

My day so far has been relaxed and exciting all at once. Today, we are in Nashville because Jeff & Sheri are recording an in studio video. The day has been full of "what to do next?" all the while having a plan! (You all know my theory on plans lately...)
In the meantime, I've been working on filling my iPhone with enough media sources to entertain me in Canada next week. I'm looking forward to this trip. Last time in Canada, I realized that I'm actually a bit happier when my phone isn't constantly in my hand and I'm actually doing other things. I plan on taking a few movies, Season 2 of Lost, lots of music, my Nintendo DS/games, and several books for the ride! Of course, I'll also be working on some wedding plans along the way as well! There are 530 days left of planning, and I'm so excited! This past June 23rd marked exactly one year since Madison had asked my dad's permission to propose. This year, June 23rd, I picked out my wedding gown! I love the history in that date now, and just to think it was all unintentional! It didn't dawn on me until I was about mid-way through trying on wedding dresses that the date served such significance! So that's it for now: I'm relaxing and doing fun things... until school starts again. I'm determined my time management will be better and healthier for this school year.

A few last unimportant notes: 15 days until Aerosmith and 45 days until the Alaskan Cruise!

Speechless.

This afternoon is the most shocked I've been in my life. I innocently signed into facebook just to read everyone's posts because I don't sign in frequently. The first thing I read is that Michael Jackson has died. At first, I thought it was stupid so I continued to google just to make sure. After seeing it posted on several sites, I turned to CNN. What I love about CNN is that they MAKE SURE their details are correct before flashing them all over the media. I cried when I first read this news. It made me think of a lyric that I just became aware of about 2 days ago. I'd always loved the song Superman (It's Not Easy) by Five For Fighting, but the other day while hearing it on the radio, I notice the following lyric: Even heroes have the right to bleed. I loved this line and have been thinking about it for the past few days because it's so true. We really hold our heroes on such a high pedestal that we deem them immortal. No one EVER thought about Michael Jackson dying. The same way no one thinks of loved ones dying. It just isn't fair. It isn't something we consider for life because in our book, it's simply unacceptable. I've heard this song 3 times within the past few days, randomly on the radio. It's just weird how diverse things in life make connections. I'm still in shock, and I'm doing my best not to think of his death. I know he may not have been the best or most sane person out there, but no one can deny his musical influence. Every household knows Michael Jackson's name. He was a legend. I'm just speechless and in disbelief.

My prayers go out to his family and to his fans who are mourning right now, and who will do so for many days ahead.

Maybe It's Just A Phase?

I haven't posted about Bruce lately but this week he's given me enough to write on. My dad tells me that when I'm not home Bruce is wild. I think what the problem is, is that dad doesn't show dominance over him so Bruce doesn't listen which then turns into dad not caring to play with him. This, I don't like... We all know puppies need attention...

So lately, since I've been home Bruce has been inside a lot more. His new favorite activities include looking for tipsy, throwing his squeak toys, giving kisses, and barking at the singing Barney (teddy bear) that he's found.

He's also shown a bit of rebellion. Under NO circumstance will he go into my bathroom (where he used to eat, sleep, and stay if we left home for an hour or so). He won't even touch his food if it's in the bathroom. Every night this week I've played and played with him until he shows fatigue then attempted to make him go "night night" like he used to... in the bathroom. Before, he never even barked but soon after shutting the door thumped into the bathtub where he slept til morning. This week, he wouldn't stop barking. Considering how loud he is and worrying about waking dad up (who wakes for work at 4:30 every morning) I've had to take him back outside to his pen to sleep. I really don't like it... I don't care for him staying outside when he doesn't have to... but there's been no choice this week.

I'm just assuming this is some puppy phase he's in... wild and rowdy. Getting him fixed next month may also help, I hope!

I apologize if you weren't interested in this blog... it's just the only thing that's been on my mind enough to write on lately.

Coming Soon...

I saw someone that I follow do this and I thought it was really cool. Hope she doesn't mind that I'd like to do it as well. In future blogs, I'd like to start signing off using my signature that I made at http://www.mylivesignature.com/. Here it is!

Caught a Few Laughs Today

As you know via my million tweets on twitter, I'm on vacation in Orlando, and I LOVE IT! Today, Madison and I went to Disney World. We've had a blast! There are a few of today's happenings that I'd like to share with you!

First, let me say that I love this concept we've found of not having a game plan! Normally, when we go anywhere, or do anything, we've planned it out. Not this time! We woke up this morning not knowing what we would venture to do. An hour later, we decided to go to Disney World and buy not a one day park hopper (like normal... we haul butt to cover 4 parks in one day, but hit all our favorite rides) but a TWO day park hopper! This means that either tomorrow or Thursday, we'll be going back! The good thing we've found about this is that we can take our time and enjoy some rides that we've never been on before. For example, everything we did this morning was new. First, we had our pictures taken with Minnie... a Disney World MUST. I felt the child in me over flow with excitement while standing in her presence (and I'm aware... it isn't the REAL Minnie Mouse like the little girl in front of me shouted. How sweet and excited she was!). Then, we stepped into the American Idol Experience, which was very cool. We also rode the Toy Story Mania. A few of our friends have bragged so much on this ride, but every time before when we tried to go, the wait time was 3 to 4 hours! It's like the most popular ride in Hollywood Studios apparently! Today, the wait was only 80 minutes, so we endured. There's something else we don't normally do... go to Disney in June! Normally, we go in January when the lines are fairly breezy! 

Also, I realized that P90X has caused my endurance of sweat to reach all time highs! I don't know that I've ever sweated as much as I have today! I also found that tonight's workout proved me stronger than normal, and with more balance! GO P90X! Bring it!

I've tweeted more today than ever before, and if it annoyed you, I am SO sorry. 

I realized over supper at Kobe Japanese Steakhouse tonight that I may ought to put the chop sticks down. I dropped my piece of sushi TWICE in my soy sauce. Luckily, this was the last piece of my roll... regardless, soy sauce went everywhere and the strangers (although kind) at the table couldn't help but notice!

I've laughed more than normal today... I think I've decided that I need to loosen up and enjoy life a bit more than I do. I stress myself and pressure myself to always be productive, because there's always something to be done! However, today I realized that sometimes I just want to be a kid, and I want to be fun. I want people to look forward to talking to me or spending time with me because I know how to have fun (a valuable lesson to learn in life!). 

So today I tweeted: My life is too serious. I've gotta learn to loosen up and live a little. 

Hilary Aycock, who's blog I follow, responded: Don't take life to seriously- no one comes out alive... =)

And this completely cracked me up! How true! 

Besides, you're never to old for Disney, where childhood dreams come true!

A few announcements before I go... 

I'm launching our wedding website today! Please take a moment to check it out, and note that it is still in progress! 

http://www.theknot.com/our

wedding/ShannonNorman&MadisonEaster

Congratulations to Kendall Anne Huff, my dear friend, and her fiance! They've set their date for May 22, 2010! 

The Worst Luck.

Fact: I have the absolute worst luck with my toes. 

I broke my pinky toe on my right foot during my 6th grade year of school. The bone still slightly protrudes off the side of the toe. Yuck.

A few summers ago, when opening the icebox on the bus, I knocked off my toenail, left foot, second toe (would this be my index toe?), and it bled and bled, and did not grow back quickly. 

About a month ago, I stomped my toe (right foot, second toe) on my piano bench in my room. It bled and bled... and 2 weeks later, fell off in the middle of the night.

About 2 days ago, while exiting our local Mexican restaurant, I stomped my left foot, second toe, on the door, knocking it off as well.

I used to get cramps in my toes... and you'd laugh if you saw them sticking together during that time.

I've read that it takes approximately 100 days for a toenail to grow 1 cm. To look at my feet now only saddens me. It's summer... the time for pretty painted toenails... only I'm 2 short of 10! I surely hope this growth process goes quickly. In the meantime, maybe I'll just paint my skin. =(

Regarding My Previous Post...

I have received a few complaints on my previous post, and in reading back, I see where the following sentence was worded incorrectly: "Side note: in Canada, you have no phone and no internet." My intention in saying that was to show that without cell service or internet, I had no distractions which encouraged me to do something educational, like reading a book. I am aware that Canada does have internet service, cell service, Wal-Mart, and Starbuck's, just like America does. I should have clarified myself on this topic. What I should have said to get my point across was that because I do not have the international package on my cell, it would have cost me to text or talk on my phone. Also, my source of internet while traveling is a Verizon air card, so getting online would have also been considered roaming for me, and would have cost a bit that I was unwilling to pay. I seem to recall blogging "Facebook Causes Panic" during the Canadian tour while sitting in production at Gaither's, because they had made internet available to us free of charge. Regardless, I would like to apologize if I offended any of my readers, and I promise to make myself clear in the future. 

Shan

The Shack (No spoilers. No worries)

My story with this book began just a few weeks ago. I had heard several ravings over it, and upon a trip to Canada, decided to pick it up. Side note: in Canada, you have no phone and no internet. Plus, being one week before the Gatlinburg, TN concert where William Paul Young was to speak, this seemed to be the perfect opportunity. Throughout the Canadian weekend, I read and loved the book so much I couldn't put it down. Finally, I had just 25 pages to go. At that time, we crossed back into the U.S. and normal distractions retook hold of my life.. until this morning.

Let me first say that one opinion I overheard before starting the book was that the book was touching and life changing especially to those in certain circumstances. In my mind I just assumed that I would probably enjoy the book and gain further understanding into some of the problems that people face. Little did I know that this book would change me. The last 25 pages talked about forgiveness. I realized that although I thought it was an easy concept to grasp, I did not know how to truly forgive. I did not realize that forgiving was for myself, and not for the other party involved. It has taken so much weight off of my chest, and I can't stress how amazing that feels. In forgiving, we are loving even when it seems impossible.

If any of you have read this book, I'd love to hear your opinion!

Confessions of an Engaged Romantic.

Okay. Madison just showed me this unbelievable video which inspired this blog. Check it out. 

This Taylor Swift song, Love Story, holds a special place in my heart. It begins talking about two kids falling in love and as their relationship 

progressed, she begins thinking that he no longer feels exactly the same. A few months before Madison popped the question, he had strategically 

made me think that he wanted to wait a while on marriage although we had dated for quite a few years. The subject was suddenly uncomfortable for 

him and never had been before. For several months I struggled with thoughts that maybe he seriously had gotten to the point that he was 

comfortable in our relationship and was in NO hurry to tie the knot. I had pretty much set a plan for myself; If he didn't ask by the time we finished

college, we'd have to talk about it. Little did I know, he had already talked to his parents, my parents, and several of our friends and had begun 

planning the proposal. I think because he had thrown me so off track and had me thinking that maybe he didn't feel as strongly about our

relationship anymore, this lyric just means so much to me.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

When the song reaches it's climax, He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring, I can't help but smile! It takes me back to that time and place when I opened my eyes to see him down on one knee. I'll never forget it, nor will I ever be able to force the smile from my face when I remember it. 

This arrangement in this video is just beautiful. The confession: I cried!

I've Been Touched

This weekend has been full of shows like every other weekend, with the exception that we've been in just one location- Gatlinburg, TN. So far, 4 shows have been completed. Staying in one location allows for a wider selection of songs throughout the weekend. Yesterday, William Paul Young, author of The Shack, was a featured speaker. Unfortunately, I missed his session, but plan on watching it later. I've only heard how amazing and touching it was, and can't wait to find out for myself! After the service, I was privileged to get my book signed by him, and am honored. 

This morning during the service, the presence of God was evident. Voices of Lee led worship with some good old fashioned hymns, and they were wonderful. Maybe it's because I grew up in a Pentecostal church and have known these songs since I was small, but they just do so much more for me than any other sacred music. They touch me differently. The old hymns and choruses just can't be topped. This morning felt much like the church services I knew as a child, and boy did it feel good. Over a thousand people were in one room, yet it felt just like a large family. (I was also blessed that my parents drove up and enjoyed this experience with me.) I began to think about the Gaither's and what they were all about, and I can't express how appreciative I am that they value and stress family and relationships so much. These people have busier lives than most and travel thousands of miles each year, and do numerous shows in order to make a difference in other lives, yet they make time to sit and enjoy quality family time. I can remember once in Indiana over a campfire at Bill's house. They gathered around a campfire to sing and jam with family and friends although that's what they do each and every weekend.  At the end of the night, they took the time to go around the circle and each person stated one thing they were thankful for. They truly know the value of the family. That's just so uncommon these days. I think it's so important to stop and make time for loved ones, to let them know that they are loved, and even more than that to just simply enjoy their company.

I know it's a cliche to say this, but the truth in the following words is so powerful: We aren't promised tomorrow. Make a point to tell someone you love them today.

Facebook Causes Panic

I know I said I wasn't posting for another week, but I had some internet today, and a little scare. 

I tried to call home today for a brief chat, but found that I was unable to reach anyone in my family on any phone. I then sign onto facebook, not thinking anything of it, and read from 2 LC residents that "I'm praying for those who lost family members in LC. God be with you all." 

At this point, I'm questioning whether or not a tornado has torn the town to shreds while I'm 2500 miles away, and I have no way of knowing if my family or friends are safe. Luckily enough, I was able to get a response from someone on facebook including details for his current status. My heart and prayers go out to those families who are losing family members, please note. However, I'm a bit relieved to find that it wasn't a massive tragedy, but rather natural death. For this reason, I will be overly cautious of what I post on facebook from now on. I'll do my best to be 100% clear. Someone could get punked this way and they'd completely freak out. Shew. Glad that's over. 

I'll Be Out For A Week

Since I will be crossing the border tonight at 10 PM and not returning until next Tuesday, I thought I'd squeeze in one last blog. 

Did you know that NEWS is an acronym for North, East, West, South?

Last night, I began reading The Shack. I'm only on the second chapter, but so far, so good.

I thought last night was the best night of Idol this entire season. I'm anxious to see who goes home tonight. Considering how good everyone did last night, there's no predicting! (Well.... based on the whole season, Kris may go home, but who should assume?) I was thoroughly excited that Adam changed his song from Sympathy For The Devil by the Rolling Stones to Cryin' by Aerosmith! I had wanted him to do Aerosmith the entire year, and Madison called the song and everything just a few weeks ago! On a side note: Madison is good at calling anything... 5 minutes into a movie, he often leans over to me and whispers his predictions into my ear. 98% of the time, he's dead on it! Back to Idol... Rachael Lampa is going to be singing background vocals with Jordan Sparks tonight. YAY! (For Rachael Lampa... definitely not YAY for Jordan Sparks... not for me). 

My annoyance with Idol currently: It has become to political. People are no longer voting and choosing not to vote for all the wrong reasons. If it really is a singing competition, that should be all that matters. But it isn't.

Madison and I are planning on setting a date within the next month, and the wedding planning will begin. In excitement, I have decided to research some wedding folklore. This website offers information about why cans are tied to the back of the get away car, where the wedding cake originated, original purpose of the best man, definition of tying the knot, the origin of the bridal shower, and many more random folklore tid bits. 

http://www.weddingzone.net/px-tr004.htm

I'm so excited to start planning soon! 

Today, I looked back at pictures of Bruce as a puppy, and gosh was he the sweetest looking thing! He still is, but not as small. Not nearly as small. It was so hard to leave him yesterday. He gave me the most pitiful face... and if I'm a weakling for anything, it's a sad puppy. Madison and I just bought a video camera, so hopefully soon, I will upload something of Bruce. His most recent meddling pertains to shoes. If he wants attention, he'll go grab a shoe. He knows he isn't supposed to chew on them, so he simply takes it into another room and sits and waits patiently for you to come after him. He really is a smart dog!

That's all I can think of to write about for now. I'll post about the Canada trip in about a week!

Disney Got It Right

If you know me, you know how big of a Disney fanatic I am. 

This lyric is one of my favorites.

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're fast asleep

In dreams you lose your heartaches

Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday

Your rainbow will come shining through

No matter how your heart is grieving

If you keep on believing

The dream that you wish will come true

Hope you enjoyed. =)

Some Prankster...

Fact: I have blogger.com bookmarked into my bookmark bar so that with just 1 click, I'll be at login page.

Fact: I have not changed any settings on my computer or blogger.

Also fact: My login page for blogger.com is now in Spanish.

Fact: I don't care for it, nor do I know how it happened.

Prankster? I have no clue. That's all I could figure. If so, there's only one person I think it could be...

Idol Tonight

Ok, there was no way to express my opinion to fellow Idol viewers in just a tweet. It's WAY too much. At 7:59, I was excited for tonight because of it's theme. At 9:01, I was disappointed. I'm SO disappointed in the whole night.
First, no one did what I expected, which isn't necessarily why I'm disappointed. I had expected Adam to do "Bohemian Rhapsody", Allison to do Heart, and really I had no clue for Danny and Kris. Rock just isn't their element.
I expected the judge's response for Adam and Allison both to be all positive, and for the most part it was. I expected so just because, as I said earlier, rock is their element.

Let me stop here and talk about votefortheworst.com for a moment. I was very unhappy to read that Danny is the pick now! They compared him to Taylor Hicks, which is bizarre! Taylor Hicks should be honored to even have his name in the same sentence as Danny's. I. Hate. Taylor. Total flunk. That being said, Danny was always my favorite, and my pick to win. I wish for Adam to follow as runner up, and Allison second runner.

Tonight, all the hate is on Danny when it comes to the judges. I will say, I thought it was rough. I honestly think just about anyone doing Aerosmith is going to sound karaoke really, but Danny just disappointed me in the last few seconds of his song. I think the song was a little big for him. However, the judges never spoke negative about Allison's or Adam's pitchy areas. I think it was a bit unfair.

Now that I think about it, I wish Danny had done "Come Together". I think he would've nailed it.

Kris was consistent with what he's always been. I enjoyed his song, but his has never been the one of controversy. In saying that, I'm acknowledging his performance although it isn't the talk of the night.

I wish Allison had done "Slow Ride" as her solo performance. I thought she did better on it.

I thought harmonies were better on Kris and Danny's duet, but I thought performance was better on Adam and Allison's.

I would have loved for Steven Tyler to be the mentor instead of Slash, but whatev.

I just worry for Danny because only negative was said of him tonight, although it shouldn't have been. I don't want him to leave tomorrow night. Don't ask me who I'd prefer leave, because that's tough. In keeping with my preferred line up, Kris should leave.

I apologize for this being so choppy... I just wanted to get my opinions out there before I forgot any. There were so many.

Please feel free to comment and discuss. I will check by frequently. I'd love to hear other opinons.

Journal

Ok, this is going to be an info packed blog! Get ready!



First, Congratulations to Kendall Huff and Brandon Coussens on their engagement! I'm so happy for you guys!



Ok. Now for an update. Last Saturday, we arrived in Boles, AR for The Freeman's Homecoming (an outdoor event). We arrived to pouring rain that lasted for the rest of the night. However, it didn't stop the show! Right before walking on stage, while exiting the building, I decided to take fall down the concrete steps into the mud, while wearing my stage clothes which consisted of black slacks. Ouch. I don't know if anyone saw or not... it was right beside the stage... but anyway, I got up and walked on stage to Sheri smiling and talking through a grin. She said, "Aw, your pants are muddy." I smiled, grinned, and mumbled back, "Uh huh. I fell down the steps." That's so something that I would do. Once, a few years ago, I fell all the way down the steps in her house, leaving a big black mark on the wall all the way down. Luckily, it's now been painted over. So now, I have 2 quarter sized spots of raw meat on my knee accompanied by a large purple bruise. Bruce, trying to be loving and playful, found my wounds with his nails. Again, ouch. Maybe I should just learn to be more graceful in heels.



I may or may not have said before, but last week was my last week of school for the year! Thankfully! Now that I've had more free time, I've caught up on office work, and managed to do an hours worth of power yoga today! I'm so proud of myself because for the past few months I've had every intention of working out, and never have. I'm determined now that I can do this at least 3 times a week, if not more, while on a break from school. YES!



Also, congratulations to Samantha and Adam Cannon on the arrival of baby Noah Bryan Cannon!

He was born today weighing 8.08 Ibs at 21 inches long!

I had originally intended on posting my thoughts about tonight's Idol in this blog. However, I think I have A LOT to say, so i'll post it separately. I also know not all of my readers are Idol lovers, and that's okay. =)



Short-term goal:

Wash my car, scrub it good, and make it sparkle from the inside out. (As soon a the rain passes, and the mud has dried up.)



Long-term goal:

Be able to do with ease by Christmas:

-50 push ups

-50 sit ups

-run 5 miles



My countdowns:

38 days until True Blood Season 2!

39 days until a week long vacation in Orlando!

69 days until the Aerosmith concert in ATL!



Random thought:

Never underestimate the power of believing in yourself.

That's a Fact: Guess Who!?

At age 8, he was inspired to take up the guitar after watching Michael J. Fox play "Johnny B. Goode" in Back to the Future.

One of his hobbies is stand up comedy. He has stated that he often does random, surprise performances at the famous "Comedy Cellar" in New York, New York.

In 1998, he formed his first band called, LoFi Masters, with his friend Clay Cook. The band played in small night club venues and coffee houses around the greater Atlanta area for a year before they broke up.

He is fluent in Japanese, as demonstrated in a red carpet interview with Ryan Seacrest before the 2007 Grammy Awards.

He has lived in Japan and loved it. One of his many tattoos is a Japanese koi fish, which is located on his right shoulder, and reminds him of his life in Japan.

Before he became famous, he used to work at a gas station.

When on tour, he once did 188 live shows in just one year. Now that's dedication!

He's won 4 Grammies.

He's 6'3" tall.

He said, "They say stay in the lines, but theres always something better on the other side."

He is the most frequent tweeter on my twitter account, and always has something wise and out of the box to say.

His twitter photo is what inspired this blog. I laughed out loud the first time I saw it because it looks just like him! 

People, this is John Mayer. Hope you enjoyed!